there r times
... when kids really gets into you, when you are tired n the kids r indifferent.
... when u r edgy n shrugged at ur colleagues.
... when u felt hurt cos u r misunderstood.

those r the times we felt weak.

in between these, i wondered how my imperfections had made me suffer its repercussions.

everyone needs a listening ear, someone that stands on our side.
whose critics we hold dear, whose support can propel changes.
'the reason' and 'the one', the assurance.

i am lookin forward to tomorrow evenin's prayer worship.
hope i will feel better after that. energized and refreshed.
i wanna depend on God, not on my ego.
and here i am, asking 'how'.

need to go slooow (take my time) wif the NT students.

really can tire me out jus shoutin n screamin at them to make them learn.
i want to keep my cool.

ey r indeed wired differently. i will take my time.

beneath it all. i dun think they are 's*u*id' or 's*ow'... really.

they are kinda cute and hyperactive. hiak!

red

who took somethin purfect and painted it red?

my life can be beautiful... its true :)

terrapins, frogs and bats....
koi, cookies and such

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we'll all need time. both the good & the bad.




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whatever keep others sane and happy.
whatever limits I have to adopt. lessons on tolerance and acceptance.

♥♥♥♥

jus back from msia and thailand. strengthened some friendships and made 3 new ones!
wow-the-ness! awesome!
keekee

rite, knowin is better than wonderin

i wan love to compel me.

not fear.

NO.where? NOW.here. Love and life is sad. Take it or leave it.

Grey's Anatomy (2005)
If Tomorrow Never Comes (S01E06)

Dr. Meredith Grey: [voiceover] A couple hundred years ago Benjamin Franklin shared with the world the secret of his success. Never leave that 'til tomorrow, which you can do today. This is the man who discovered electricity; you'd think we'd pay more attention to what he had to say. I don't know why we put things off, but if I had to guess it has a lot to do with fear. Fear of failure, fear of pain, fear of rejection. Sometimes the fear if just of making a decision. Because... What if you're wrong? What if you make a mistake you can't undo? Whatever it is we're afraid of, one thing holds true: That by the time the pain of not doing the thing gets worse than the fear of doing it, it can feel like we're carrying around a giant tumor. And you thought I was speaking metaphorically... 'The early bird catches the worm.' 'A stitch in time saves nine.' 'He who hesitates is lost.' We can't pretend we haven't been told. We've all heard the proverbs, heard the philosophers, heard our grandparents warning us about wasted time; heard the damn poets urging us to seize the day. Still, sometimes we have to see for ourselves. We have to make our own mistakes. We have to learn our own lessons. We have to sweep today's possibility under tomorrows rug until we can't anymore. Until we finally understand for ourselves what Benjamin Franklin meant. That knowing is better than wondering. That waking is better than sleeping. And that even the biggest failure, even the worst most intractable mistake, beats the hell out of not trying.